FIRST

I’m officially missing you. You who used to smile all the time. No more did that like you. I’m officially missing you. I still remember the smell of your hair gel that you used. When we walked and talked. I just wish I can meet with the old of me, so I can meet with the old of you. Not us now. When you already hold her hand. When I don’t even curious what are you doing these day.

I felt so much regret, when I throw your gift because the small thing that you did. I felt so sorry, even now. Maybe you will smile when you read this, but I’m sure you will ever find this. I hear you are fine. And I know that you will always be fine. Good man will meet with good girl, I wish that true. So I will feel safe here.

Big hug for your girl, tell her please take care of you^^. Even when I don’t ask, I know for sure she will. Hey, I’m officially missing you. The way you look at me, with those eyes, who never lies. Every single time I used to see you smile. Those smile who never fade away.

How are you these day? Do you ever know that I miss you? I’m so sad that I don’t have your picture anymore, I used to have your formal elementary school picture. That was precious for me. And you know well that. I wish I can have that again.

Those man, I wish I wasn’t meet them, just someone like you, but no one there like you. I hope you know that, so Your girl will be pleased. Please take care my first, they said first love is always beautiful, I will agree for that. Thank you, I feel lucky that my first love was you. You know for sure that when we passed each other, I had Butterflies in my belly. Be Happy! Please take care of your girl, so someone also will take care of me soon!^^wink……

Nothing, I don’t even know why I miss you now, Dear someone who wants to be called RAUL then. lol 

Friday, September 01, 2017.