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How have you been? I wish you always fine.

Thank you for breathing, for smiling and for everything
In my step, I need hear your voice
Wanna see your face which far
Dying missing you and I can’t cry
Remembrance with you
Eulogize and make happy
Youre my pride
Stay strong my beloved mommy..

PIECES OF YOU - TABLO

My heart was closed

Cold. I was self conscious

And cynical

These are the pieces of my

Youth. The small secrets

And not - so - great

Expectations that desired

My coming of age

But through this craft

Through my love for

Writing. I discovered a

World outside of the small

Windowless one I had built

For my self. A world of

Soft spoken beauty

So here I am. Choosing to

Kick away the ladder so

That I may remain at your

Side

I understand your solitude

I see your shadow

2009 Feb , TABLO

EYES, NOSE, LIPS

 

you left me paralyzed, no cure, no rehab for me

funny that you got the nerve to keep asking me

how i’ve been

you’re the victor in this pageantry

but the only trophy you deserve, catastrophe

i’d rather we be dead to each other

no eulogies said for each other

no “rest in peace”s

the memories got my chest in pieces

i’m praying that your eyes are the first to go

the way they looked when you smiled

the way they opened and closed

and your nose, every single breath against my neck

and then your lips, every empty promise made and said

please fade, fade to black

please fade, fade to black

but the nightmares come back

because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

every kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

every kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

forget a promenade, let’s juggernaut,

down memory lane, leave no thought alive

to the slaughter house, i’m taking my pain

time to sever my brain from my heart and soul

my knees are burning hot, but God is cold

I’ve been told, one day you’ll know

too much of heaven’s a sin

after the show, it’s only hell that it brings

so take it slow and let time heal everything

they say that time flies, but you keep breaking its wings

you’ll never fade, fade to black

please fade, fade to black

but the nightmares come back

because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

every kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

every kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

you wish me well

you wish me well

i wish you hell

i never want to look into your eyes again

no, i never want to hear you breathe again

let me go, let me go

baby, tell me that it’s the end

 because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

every kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

the tears drive me out of my mind

because your eyes, nose, lips

every look and every breath

your  kiss still got me dying

uh, still got me crying

crying, crying

fade out

TABLO X TAEYANG 

- By RikoAfrian

Alunan angin tak mampu mengusir sepiku
Buaian rumput jua tak mampu menidurkanku
Kesenderian yang semu membuatku merindu
Yang tak termimpi menjadi sesuatu
Memang ku sadari
Rangkaian peristiwa yang menyepi
Menyentuh sanubari hati
Dan meninggalkan jejak yang berseri
Hanya waktu yang tau
Mengapa ramai siang membuatku gelisah
Mengapa hening malam membuatku bersedih
Ini sekedar coretan pena, seperti sebuah curahan
Menuangkan hati lewat tinta
Tapi ini adalah nyata
Setiap saat memang selalu bermakna

no answer…

Just stay still, even when there is no answer

Dark, deep and mad

I don’t know how to use this tool

Somebody please help

How I make this one to be something

Just stay still, love is hard

I know, don’t cry please

Just close your eyes

There is no one who can hold your hand

Just against your tears

Even it hurt you

I wanna hug you

But damn I can’t

We are distance

This is air

And your is land

Please don’t be mad, stay still

Be nice person and hold on

I will be there

Just wait until sun rise again

Or star bright in your dream

I wish nighmares never come back

And you will sleep tight

Good night

I wish you well

Even there is no answer

This is about heart

About being nice or mad

Just hold on

Against your feel cry

Hide your weakness

Just stand there

Be strong person and smile

And God will be there for your smile

Try and try..

Even when there is no answer

This is about your love

About my fingers dance in your mind

Your words dance in my brain

You stuck me there

I cant do anything

Its hurt me

You are so mean

I just stay still

Even there is no answer

Just smile and trear comes from my eyes

Where are you?

Im here try to against my bad feels

I still here

Even you never come

Is our sun different?

So that is like far for you?

Damn I love you

But there is no answer

Even so. I still stay

Stand up with my little brave

Waiting for you

Who never come back

Just come when my brain not function

And when my chest hard to breathe

Is your naughty not here?

It okay, I still here..

Never im never

Will waiting you again Im never

Just be here with another reason

Except you..

Please go away

I will stay here

Because another person will pick me here

With you there is no answer…